JUST SAY HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HOLLOWS PT.2!!!

I hate my life now….
JUST SAY HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HOLLOWS PT.2!!!

I hate my life now….
well im goin with my girlfriend to hue-springs (idk if i spelled that right or even where it is so)… all i know is that there is a high chance i might not be able to talk to the tumblr-verse while i’m gone. so… but i guarantee you if i find internet…

lol… so good bye (probably) till Monday… and i guarantee i’ll have a vlog up shortly after i come back… :’)…
i must be strong…

bye…
Pizzza, home with no one else here, studying, occasional p[osts on tumblr… yeah… my life rocks right now.. waiting for something to tear it down… :/
i feel lost… hopeless… useless…. pointless… maybe tumblr can help me forget about them…
well, i went to sleep today at like 2-3 i set an alarm and i still didn’t wake up untill 2 (o.O)… the fuck…
well eiter way… you might wana wear a condom cause i’m about to rape your dash… >:D
so i just got back from pazzinis with my girlfriend(fallenfromgrace), max(imaks), and kelsey(themonsterhobo), so now, that i’ve been gone for about 4-5 hours yet again time to fuck up yo dash… ;) enjoy.
i’ve been off all of today (not that you’ll would’ve noticed) but my computer crashed (i think its the new motherboard i got) so now i have to use my baby sisters computer. which is the most uncomfortable thing to type on. (>_<)
so if yall care to know me and a few other tumblr type people are starting a youtube collab channel (http://www.youtube.com/user/somekidswithcameras) if your a friend/follower of mine, max (Imaks), or crystal (sayniggity), please check it out. we might have stuff (other than the intro) up by as soon as next week. so, (no this will not be like the insomniacts which never really took off if you remeber about that)
(we still are doing insomniacts by the way http://www.youtube.com/user/TheInsomniacts )
well thats it for now so prepare for me to fill your dash >:D
First I’m not really atheist; I just say that because apparently god hates agnostics more than atheist. And the reasons I’m not are simple:
1. The bible logically does not make sense, even when I was a Christian I questioned the credibility of god, Jesus, and the prophets action. God punishes his children, yet tells them he loves them and they have all the freewill to do as they please, and as long as they listen to him, they won’t go to hell. To me that’s not love, it being a sociopath.
2. Look around this world, what do you see? Here in America, we’re mostly Christian, but what kind of christens are “we” (America)? Very diverse in that we have a lot of different denominations and some denominations hate the rest (ie. Westboro Baptist Church, some Pentecostal s) and why, because they read a book differently?
3. Then look at the rest of the world. Did all the rest of it just decide to be different? No, it’s their culture that makes them their religion. (Then Christians argue that its geographical [it is.] )
4. Then now that you look at the rest of the world, those with the most atheism have the lowest crime rate. Why is that? (And if you don’t know that just look at japan, Norway, and Sweden.)
5. Now look at other laces of the world, were a god (or gods) is “victories” (Yemen, Philippines, Pakistan, Iran). They either are in or have been in really bad wars, and poverty. Why does god not help them?
6. And the last, after everything was said and done, I knew all of this even when I was a Christian, but after a while, I’ve been around different churches, different, religions, and everything, but nothing changed my love for god until, I noticed, I wasn’t feeling anything, I never have I’ve tried, I really did. But… I just can’t feel anything, in any religion other than what I am now…
… I believe there is something spiritual through all of us, I believe we are our own gods; we do what sees us fit, to work for someone (a god(s)), or ourselves in what we believe is right. What I feel about spirituality, is that we, we are all connected. Maybe we’re not gods, but we are connected in some way. And that is what decides what the world looks like, if we have nothing but bitterness towards ourselves, the whole world will be the same. But if one day (which I honestly never see coming) we learn to live with each other, we can achieve great things. Does that answer your question? :)
Thanks to all of my followers…
(^_^)
i wish i could give you all hugs…
<(^_^)>
… but i can’t…
(T~T)…
I think I’m going to start talking to my followers more instead of just posting…
(‘-’ )…
so look forward to this actually turning into an actuall blog of sorts…
(^_^”)…